I have picked up the two orders from my supplier and I will be processing the orders today or tomorrow and ship it on Monday. I want to ship it today but I dont think it is possible because I am loaded of so many things to do at home and some paper works.
My business used to make me so happy whenever I received this much orders, but since the last slow down of my business, I realized that my business is not the real source of my self-fulfillment. I think I have proven enough that I am good on this; that I can do it; that I can make it to where I want this business to go. The more I work, the more I can see the clear path of the success of my business. But is this really what I want?
I am always trying to find something that will satisfy me, but before I even get to where I want to be, I am already looking for something else to work for, that will give me the satisfaction. I find satisfaction when I can see the success of what I have worked hard for, to overcome those frustrating moments and craves for more success. It's crazy!!
I want to be closer to God and give me the peace and satisfaction in life. Give me the understanding to accept that life can never be perfect.